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Old 12-09-2008, 12:21 AM
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I have Danika Renee (Dawn-ika) and Josiah Reuben (his sister calls him 'Siah').
If I were to have another one he would be Isaiah Jamin (Jay-men, not Ya-meen) or she would be Anastasia Ilana (Ah-na-stay-zha). None of them are completely off the wall, but you don't run into a thousand others every day either.

The hard part is wondering if I am pregnant or not. I have all the early pregnancy symptoms...tomorrow I will be exactly a week late...hpt was BFN tonight. I went through multiple BFNs with both pregnancies before finally getting a BFP, so I'm not entirely convinced I'm not pregnant right now. There have been multiple times in the past year when I've experience this same thing, but then a few days later got a much heavier and longer than usual period complete with large clots...and some grayish looking matter. Never had a positive test during those times though. I'm beginning to think I've been miscarrying, instead not being pregnant at all. Dr was absolutely no help last time I went to him. It would be heartbreaking at this point to find out I'm not pregnant...even my dh was getting excited about the prospect last night, and lately he's been skeptical when I tell him I think I'm having pregnancy symptoms. We've given up on any hope of ever having another biological child since the odds are about 1%...I had a tubal ligation a little more than a year ago. That was heartbreaking too, but it seemed like the best choice at the time. I think I read somewhere recently that doctors aren't supposed to do a TL without a consent signed at least 30-48 hours in advance, and not when the woman is in labor or drugged up. I was being taken into surgery when I signed the form. I'm regretting it now... I realize that the chances of having a non-ectopic pregnancy are not good...especially considering the factors that made us decide to do the TL in the first place. I start to abrupt around week 19 or 20, which comes along with extremely heavy bleeding for the duration of the pregnancy and oligohydramnios...extremely low fluid. At one point with my daughter I was told I had zero fluid left...her prognosis wasn't good, but she's now a happy, healthy 3 year old. I had the same problem with my second pregnancy, and no doubt would have it with every future pregnancy even if I hadn't had a TL.

Has anyone else gone through this (regretting a TL; wanting another baby a year later)? Sorry about the length of this message. I didn't intend to keep going on, but I'm a bit emotional right now.