Re: Thoughts and experiences with c-sections
My daughter was born on Oct 7th 2005. I was in labor for 13 hours pushed for 2, she was loosing in distress and loosing heart beat so off to get a c-section I went. I had an epidural originally, and had a bad reaction that caused my back to spasm-worse pain than contrations. I could feel the surgery, so they had to give me massive doses of what seemed like everything. I was so high and exhausted from labour and pushing I pretty much didn't care I had a child. It pissed me off. I was sewn up and was too tired and agin too high to breast feed, care about breast feeding or bonding. The recovery was painful, but quick, after about 3 days I could get up and down fairly easily. I dont think it was the c-section that hurt the immediate bonding, but the massive amounts of narcotics and a nursing staff that wouldn't take the baby so we could sleep at all. I am trying to get pregnant again and I am scared to have another experience like this and hope I can have a vaginal birth, but know it's not likely.
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